Wednesday, April 15, 2009

RSVP, Declined with regret...


24 days until my wedding and it hit me as I was counting RSVP's and getting frustrated at those that can't send a pre-addressed envelope back with their name and a check mark on it.  Two of the women in my life that used to talk about the day that "I would get married" won't be at my wedding.

To my Nanny and Grandma,
Nanny, you struggled and persevered through life.  You always wanted to see me in church.  You wanted to see God in my life.  Nanny, I am not only in church, I am part of a church that God used to change my life.  I have given my life to Christ, baptized at the beach and serve alongside God followers with a vision of 50 churches, 100,000 members and $150,000,000 to accomplish our goals.  We are going to change the world, one campus at a time.  And best yet Nanny, my husband is a God follower - a Christian man.

Gram, you always told me stories and made me laugh.  We went on amazing adventures that only women can go on together.  You shared stories of life and love and how you wanted me to be with the man of my dreams - and that he had to have a sense of humor.  Gram, I have found that man, and while you were able to meet him only once, he makes me laugh from the same core that you did.  Gram, "We're off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of oz..."

Sunday, April 12, 2009

An Easter Experience


They say that you never know what you have until you don't have it any longer.  In June I moved to Destin for my job, and for the last ten months as I have been separated from my church, family, fiance and friends.  During this time, I would have to say that "they" are right - especially during the holidays.

Thanksgiving my mom and uncle came to me, Christmas my fiance flew in the day of so I wasn't alone, Easter I told my family to stay home.  What?  Am I crazy?  This has been the most different holiday experience for me, in more ways than one.  I feel a void not cooking with my mom and eating dinner with my family but guess what I did instead?  

Worked with FRC Pcola for the largest egg drop Pcola has ever seen, interacted with 5,000 people that for the most part didn't know about FRC until they came to the event, prayed and cheered for 17 people getting baptized at sunrise, greeted over 350 people coming into Easter service and walked to the front to support those that chose to accept Christ into their life for the first time.  

I have been so humbled this weekend.  I spent time with my church family and gave it all to Jesus this Easter.  

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Beyond dedication we find love.

I'm beyond dedicated to Jesus, I love Him
I'm beyond dedicated to Kam, I love him
I'm beyond dedicated to my family, I love them 
I'm beyond dedicated to building God's kingdom, I love building it
I'm beyond dedicated to FRC's vision, I love running after it
I'm beyond dedicated to my job, I love what I do