It was one of those unbelievably gorgeous days and I finally decided to not think twice about what I had to do in the house or for work and grabbed my bible, chair and dog and head out to the beach. I needed some major one on one time with God.
For two hours I read, prayed, listened, observed and opened up to God. I've been struggling with quite a bit, another big change in my life coming up in three months, and I am lost. Things that seemed defined are now undefined. Things that would never have happened, happened. Decisions I didn't have to make for a long time are now here. And, as I sat there with Him, focusing on Him and giving it up to Him, I realized that while I know that I need to give things to Him, I was trying to keep them under my control. It snuck up on me something fierce - didn't even know it was happening - but it did.
Thanks God for always being there, encouraging me to give it to You.
Be still, and know that I am God
1 comment:
THat picture compliments your post so well. And it looks like you had some good coffee-time w/ God. He spoke the perfect thing 2 ur aching heart...He always does.
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